I’m still stunned that you are here and my mind is all messed up and now you want to go out and I don’t know what it is that you really want and I...don’t know why you are really here and why you picked Chicago and I’m not sure if I can handle all of this!’ Mike would have laughed at her run-on explanation, if she hadn’t been so serious. So he stifled his smile and said, ‘It’s ok, Mickey. I just want supper.’ At the sound of her nickname, Chrissy’s bones seemed to melt. She was glad she was. ”“Perhaps you might like it Hotsie.”I found Rachel was sharing an amused look with me; Dani and Sara working out who was in charge. Sara is more extraordinary, but two years younger is a lot less maturity at that age.“I wouldn’t mind,” Sara said. “You can tie me up, as long as you play with me. Do it with Tashie, if you like.”“Ew I don’t think so.”“You should be open-minded and try these things darling,” Rachel smiled. “Or perhaps it’s my job as a parent to show you ... I wouldn’t mind, if you. These two character traits, taken in conjunction, seemed to put off females, both at school and at university. Thus, what with working hard at my studies, and playing an active role at church, I arrived in my early twenties without even a girlfriend, let alone a lover. I was, in short, a frustrated male virgin, and a bit of a geek.All of this, however, changed abruptly a couple of years ago. One of my fellow graduate students was an older, divorced lady and she had a daughter. This daughter,. Sometimes we would ride the bus through the night, sleeping in it until the next stop to sing again.It was loads of fun. I loved the singing. I enjoyed my friends. The families we stayed with were nice and sometimes we went out with their kids our age and had fun. But best of all was being with my girl on the bus.I had met this girl, a sophomore in HS, and been dating her a year at this time. She went to a different school than me so we only saw each other once or twice a month. I was a.