I notice that all of the managers are gone, and pretty much all of the people I work with. Sitting at my desk area I stand up, and notice that I am th... last one here. I decide since no one else is around, and I don't really want to go home for a few minutes before going out again, I will just stick around, and listen to some music. I crank it up, and start listening to some Eldamar, Now I am sure no one has heard of this, but it is Atmospheric Black Metal. Mostly instrumental with screaming. They heard Fanesse screamed as a beam of negativity settled upon her and a spear killed her too. Joyce tried to help but was soon killed too. ‘No!!!’ Pristine screamed as she rushed toward them. ‘Pristine!! Watch out!!’ Allora pushed Pristine out of the way and got caught in a negativity blast. ‘ALLORA!!!’ Pristine hollered as she watched her friend’s soul got taken. ‘Princess!! There’s nothing you can do now. Come!’ Slycer lifted a frantic princess into his arms. ‘No!! I have to save. The limo driver made an announcement we’d be at the hotel in a few minutes. We all got dressed and took a few more swigs out of the champagne bottle. Then we arrived at the hotel. We all got out and walked into the hotel. Jody had the key already. We piled into the elevator and got off at the penthouse. We then used the card key and went into the room. “Let’s get into the hot tub. Come on guys!” Linda took off all her clothes and went over to the hot tub. She started the water and Debbie and. I thought that Imight not want to be a girl but being a girl was starting to affect me.I went home that night confused and worried about what I was becoming.I went to bed and I lay there thinking about things. I wasn't going toget my old life back and I knew that it was time to make the best ofwhat I had.I hadn't decided to have the op by that time but then I realised that Ihad to be the best TS woman I could be as it seemed I had no otherchoice. That night with Jack confirmed what I deep down.