It drives me to write more. Please email me at ss**********************mChapter 1: How it startedJosh was my first boyfriend. He was everything I drea...ed of in a guy. He was strong, handsome and funny. I did my best to make him happy.We were both in high school. I met him at the football pre-season party. I was a cheerleader who totally fell for him. My friends got really jealous when they found out I was dating him.After a few weeks of dating, both of us lost our virginities together. And. We were in a narrow, short corridor, with two doors to the right and a third, her office, at the opposite end. Alex opened the first and peered into the dark but empty studio and we continued along to the second door. There was a big glass sliding door, making it impossible to remain hidden from the eight girls working on their designs inside. Still holding my hand, she pulled the door fully open and asked the girls if they had any problems. Amanda said that her design didn’t look right, so. What happened next shocked the court, the gallery and later, the public andthe press.Justice Sir Bradley Smithe QC spoke gravely."For the first time in my service as a Justice to the crown I am going toset aside the jury's verdict," he began."I do not take this action lightly but I find jury's verdict unsafe andunsatisfactory and these are my reasons for making my decision," he went on."The murder weapon was never found. The prosecution would have us believethat this is some sort of locked. You're going to have a tough time fitting in at school - youdo have to understand that." she paused. "Remember you are here for aneducation, not just for socializing."I sighed as she closed the door and got in to drive us wherever we wereoff to. I looked in the mirror and out the window as she drove hopingthat moments like today would stop seeming like a big deal. When shestopped the car I was surprised to see we were in front of anelectronics store that reminded me of a Fry's. The storefront.