" It is way too late for him to want to be a part of my life now. It was too late even before their coldness finally forced me to leave. I can't belie...e either you or he thought you could buy me with a million dollars. I'm not for sale." How is he trying to buy you? Besides, I owned those paintings that I sold, not you. I'm not sure what you think anyone is asking of you. I didn't ask you to do anything other than see if you could possibly find it in yourself to put these bad feelings and. My mother says its because she doesn't have any boys in the house and I tend to agree. Today however, her house was in disarray. Boxes were s**ttered everywhere and her living room was cluttered with household items. "We'll get started early tomorrow morning" she said."You're going to have to forgive me baby. I think you might have to sleep in my room tonight honey." She said sadly."We've already taken the beds out to the garage and I only have my mattress in my room." She was packing something. Only desperate men go back. You’re too young to revisit old haunts. Go to pastures new. Fresh ones.”“You were made up with her back in the day.”James cracked a smile. “She has a fine chest, son. I remember that.” He smiled disappeared as fast as it had surfaced. “But I also remember what she put you through. Many a night sat nursing a whisky with you in the conservatory… pouring your heart out.”“I have more experience now. I know what’s I’m doing. I won’t get hurt because… this is not love.. I asked the servant to prepare the dinner table with good dishes and with some candles.Shyam came around 8.30 P.M and he looked very handsome in his dress. He bought me some chocolates as a present as he knows that I love chocolate. I just thanked him and hugged him. He still seemed to be very sad.We had dinner had some conversations. We had few shots of drinks too. After some time he seemed to be very disturbed and had a lot drinks. After dinner I asked him to come to the terrace as I like to.