Whenever it was convenient, I would take care of it almost the same as before."Maxine, damn when did you get home?" Eddie the EMT asked as I passed a ...able full of Paramedics."I got back last night, of course I had to come here first thing to see everyone and have a decent meal," I informed him just as I had planned. Not necessarily that it would be Eddie, just what I would say."Man when we picked you up nobody thought you would make it, but my got you look better than ever," One of the others. With her body soaked in a blissful warmth, she sought solace. Running his fingers through her long damp hair, she purred in happy contentment. Together, they fell silent as he embraced her, safe from harm.-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-Calm in peaceful tranquillity serenaded by brittle birdsong, the metallic click of the gate broke the silence. Looking over the top of her sunglasses, he smiled at her, squinting in the bright mid-day sun. Leaning in, the deckchair groaned as he counterbalanced himself and. We still did it a few times a week but it wasn't enough to curb my sexual appetite and I took many a cold shower. I wasn't angry with Diane but Rachel was killing me. When the weather got warmer, it got worse. Rachel would walk around in bikinis, bras, panties, towels and the ever-present shirt. I even stopped noticing her friends when they came over since I only had eyes for Rachel.I don't know how I kept my sanity denying myself the pleasure of my daughter's flesh but I eventually cracked. It. It's much harder to live having to decide everything all the time. I can't handle it.aroslav: Tell me what brought you here, Wendy. Why don't you go home?WENDY: I don't have a home to go to.I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell at you. But you'll never really understand. My mother died when I was five. She was all that stood between my father and me. She killed herself. She killed herself and left me. He made life so unbearable that she killed herself, but she left me with him. What kind of a mother.