I told her about the latest visit and talk. When I asked Vicki the question ‘why me?’ she laughed and said. “Don’t let this go to your head Da..., but you are a nice man and a good listener too. Why do you think me and Amy spend so much time around here?” As an answer. I fetched a bottle of Morgon and held it up.“This, maybe?” I said laughing.“Well that is a bonus, of course.” She said smiling, before launching in with her own news. Vicki could talk to me about anything and everything and did for. "I was debonerized, my dream not real and now I am embarrassed for myself," no I'm fine, thanks.."I left and the next day i don't know. About a week later I decided to go over again, Tyler asked and his mom was fine with it, it was Friday, cold and I was In a good mood. He went up to me before school got out and said, "Dude sorry, forgot I have tutoring today" Than I guess I'm walking, ill see you Monday" nah, my mom will still pick you up, just ill be late to get home'lI was excited again,. I saw the trend and tried to help with my own mind but I was also afraid that I would ruin it. At the funeral it happened almost spontaneously but we had to work at it here.The effect grew and grew as more power came to us. I felt humbled now and not just warm and fuzzy. It was as if the All Mother before was busy and just gave us a passing glance at the funeral. Now she was taking a very active interest in this meeting.I felt as if I were in the presence of a giant mind of unimaginable power.. But this time, tonight, that fear, real as it was, was outweighed by the aching crush Ziggy carried for his cabin mate. He had been powerfully attracted to Ramon from day one, but the guy came off like a macho homophobe. But now, Ziggy knew different. He knew the truth, and he’d heard it from Josh, himself, when he listened at Kenny’s door that night.He looked over at Ramon’s bed and lovingly regarded the silhouette etched in the dim moonlight. It was the body he craved ... no, it was the.