It had been a week since I'd been laid, since I'd broke up with Ben. I miss the sex. It was amazing. We broke up because he cheated on me. Let me be c...ear, this isn't my fault. Ben was satisfied sexually, but he was young. I was talking about settling down and having kids. He was talking about clubbing for the whole weekend and getting absolutely wasted. Then he got a little slag on the side. I don't know how he did it. We had sex at least everyday, sometimes twice. So how he managed to fuck. I justwanted to get the appointment over as quick as possible. We were the first ones there and were taken right back to theexamination room. The nurse handed me a gown and told me to change intoit. I did as I was told and waited with Lena until the doctor arrived. Thedoctor came in and started up a conversation with Lena. It was obviousthat they knew each other. It must have been professional as he was notan attractive man, and especially not the type of man Lena liked. He wasslightly. * * * * * * * * * * Sea spray lashed my body. I gripped the ladder to the flying bridge and swayed with the Ginny Lee, that tiny and foolish bit of debris in the cold, dark ocean. The winds ripped open the buttons of my raingear but I dared not loose my hold for fear of tumbling into the troubled sea. Through the squalls, I could see the dark band of Togiak bifurcating the hostile collusion of sky and water. Tears may have streamed down my face with the choppy waves, but they had long ceased to. I pulled him closer, and his crotchapproached my face. This was getting unbearable. I noticed that he hadre-fastened that button of his shirt, so I thought that might be a goodplace to start. 'Would you unfasten your shirt for me, where it was openbefore?'At once his left hand came round to the front of his shirt and swiftly thebutton was undone.'And another one'. He undid a second, and then without my asking a third.The smooth beauty of his flawless, hairless stomach was revealed, brownfrom.