Dan had heard her say something, and he was pretty sure he didn’t like it. ‘What did you say to me girl?’ Shit, she thought. You know what, I do...’t care anymore. ‘I said why don’t you get your lazy ass off the couch and do something yourself for once.’ His head was spinning and he didn’t want to deal with her anymore. ‘Whatever. Just take care of the baby.’ It wasn’t long before her dad was asleep again. As she changed and fed the baby she couldn’t stop thinking about what it would be like to. We were in the same boat, weren’t we? I didn’t need her double standards. I needed her to get her head screwed on straight and let this go just as I had. I was furious with her, but it still hurt, so I went off to lick my wounds, telling Jane, ‘I’m going to Cavanaugh’s. When you’re ready to get your head out of your ass and forgive me the way that I forgave you, maybe we can talk things over and see where we are. Until then, consider this a break. Our relationship is suspended until further. It was then Benny announced we were going to do a slight detour and hoped I didn’t mind.I shrugged.“We’re going to visit a friend of mine,” Benny explained. “His name is Joe and would have joined us tomorrow but he had promised his wife to spend the weekend at her mother’s. Poor bastard. That’s who I was calling. He’s slipped his wife a double dose of her sleeping pill and she’s out for the count.”He paused.“And... ?” I motioned to him to explain more.Freddie answered for him.“Joe’s got a. I was hanging out with an older friend...he was about 16. The Monday started as usual, he called and asked if I wanted to hang out...I told him sure...I would be over in a bit. I hopped on my bike and was at his house in nothing flat. It was just him and I as his mom worked in NYC and took the train into work...He let me in and we went into his room...I remember talking about school, sports...nothing specific. He asked casually if I want to see some of his porn collection...sure I replied. He.