If she had just said to hell with it and named a time and a place it would have been over and done with before she got her wake-up call and the night ...ouldn't have happened. What could she say to Rick? How could she salvage anything out of the night's disaster? She knew she had to try. She couldn't lose Rick; she just couldn't.It was about five minutes before Rick came out and got in the car. As he put the key in the ignition he said:"Not one word Kathleen; not one fucking word. If I hear you. He stepped forward towards a dressing table around which were set up three, mirrors giving whoever sat in the center a full view of themselves, girls would sit here and apply makeup to themselves, spending hours a day on their faces so that it would be perfect on the off chance that their king, or sometimes even a guest, or even a particularly curious Prince, would come pay a discreet visit.The makeup was fully stocked and he wondered just how far Ariela’s tastes of humiliation stretched, would. How idiotic that when I can finally face my feelings, can finally begin to do something about them, Lisa is beyond my reach.Or is she? Perhaps this is one last attempt on her part to force my hand. Perhaps this is what I have been waiting for, a galvenizing event to make me realize what is right under my nose, what has been directly in front of me for all these years.Do I dare? What is it that someone once said? A coward dies a thousand deaths, but the valiant die but once. Time to make a. He asked if I had ever had black cock I nodded NO but with a look of I want to. Nikki came back and we went to the ladies room. She said Mom I saw you making out with Jamal. I said I am sorry honey I just got carried away and I was sorry. She don't be Mom I understand and she said that Jamal told JaMarcus he wanted to fuck me. I said OH I don't know I mean I had only been with her father. She said Mom I won't say a word. I hugged her and said well we will see.We got back to her apartment and.