He knew when to go up to Morgan's room. He knew when she liked to shower. "OK, well Morgan will be up here again soon. I'm going to just pretend I'm a...leep now. Tell Morgan you are going to take a shower now. Go to the bathroom. In the towel closet, in the very back, I put a digital camera. Take a bunch of naked pictures of yourself. A BUNCH! Of your pussy, asshole, breasts. Everything. Do it with the water running so nobody will hear you. Then put the camera back. If you do this, I'll give you. He said that he had some nice thoughts about their time together in Austin during his drive which made the time go by. He sent this email and was composing one to Gloria when his computer told him he had mail.The mail was a response from Helen. In it she said that most of her time that day had been spent reminiscing about the times they had together. It was a long time since she had had so much fun and was so satisfied. She continued on by saying she hoped they could get together again soon.. It wasn’t about being spineless. It wasn’t that I was running away, postponing the inevitable discussion that would HAVE to eventually take place just because I was afraid of the consequences.Ahem... Okay fine, I WAS being spineless. I WAS running away.Didn’t you learn anything from your coma dream about not sticking her on the back burner forever?I know, I know. I never meant for it to last this long, but it just sorta happened that way. It was easy to do. I was never around Dawn for more than. . AND WHAT ELSE … and he says .. Im gonna put this pure cap up into my ass and have her fuck me while you watch while I am buzzing. I PAUSE .. and im like .. your gonna stick this cap up your ass. Do you know how dangerous that is ?? I don’t want to be responsible for your death. any substance you put in your ass will be mind boggling to the point of potential overdose. I don’t want to be a part of any of this. and hes like .. don’t worry .. ive done this before many times. I know my limits..