We heard from other couples it was a pretty wild place after dark. We paid our membership and set up our tent, and campsite. We thought It was a great...time to cool off and take a swim at the large pool. ( Now the rest of the story is going to be carefully worded , to avoid banned words or ideas)The whole nudist retreat was filled with nuclear and extended groups, of all ages, mostly white in this particular area of the Pennsylvania mountains. We got a drink and sat nude in two chairs admiring. I was going to have drinks with you tonight but you were late.” I hang my head as you scold me in front of Laura. I see you like the reaction and say “God, my feet are killing me from these heels and dancing all night” and then you point down to your feet. I think you are wanting me to kneel before you for a foot massage, but I’m scared stiff with Laura sitting there. You look at me and say “MATTIE, I said my feet are sore” and you point again. I can tell you’re a little upset so I get down on. The marvelous brown body I dreamed of stripping myself and keeping for myself forever was being touched and pleasured by two other men on our first night.They started playing with her boobs and brown dark nipples. My wife was enjoying it. Soon they stripped her completely naked. They made her face back towards me and spread her asscheeks so I could see her asshole.Riya said, “Darling, they are going to fuck me there too. Would you like to lick it before they do?”Glad to be involved, I said yes.. Then I got the message about your new boyfriend. I was devastated, and abandoned any hope of a making a life with you.’ ‘I lived with this terrible guilt for two years, until my brother forced me to go to counseling. Once I began therapy, I realized that I had punished you by not asking for your support. I knew that I had to find a way to apologize. I had to find you and explain why I never wrote back or called. It took three years and a lot of phone calls, but I finally found you.’ He sat back.