And I thoughtthat I was having a hard time, she must be having an even worse time thenme.Uh ... Oh! Hi, Eleanor! I don't know how you had the courage ...o go outtoday! I have had a hard enough time just staying home! Everything I dois so feminine, so girly! I wanted a huge lunch and I found myselfmaking a salad sandwich! I got stuck doing make-up for age and I havebeen changing clothes madly!" It's ridiculous! How could they do it to us! I know they want to keepus safe, but I'd almost rather be. Someone was going to notice three score people in the middle of the night."Those of you going to the South Gate of Buya, take your time. Bring anything useful you can carry. The others will have to go through your gate, then walk around outside town, meeting everyone else outside Southgate." Why don't we just meet in Buya Gathering?" one young Rogue asked. "It is much shorter from there to Sanhae than through the Wilderness." Good question." That young kid seemed sharp, I will try to keep an. I was brave enough to open up something with her, her brother, the doctor, I told her plain and direct forward, I want him for sex, as he was a great looking middle aged man, and I had a crush on him if she doesn’t mind.She smiled saying “Of course I don’t mind, he is my brother, not my boyfriend or husband, besides, I don’t blame you, he is handsome and great looking, I would have him myself if he wasn’t my brother?”That answer gave me some hints I was dreaming of, I really wanted him, but. "Oh, well, I guess it doesn't matter. Ok, let me go get it for you."She brought it back to the living room, where I was waiting naked on the couch. I took it from her and started to go back to the bedroom."Wait a minute," Sarah said."What?" I asked."I, uh..." she hesitated. "Why don't you do it here?" Why? You want to watch?"She nodded."I thought you didn't like girls," I said."I don't. But I liked watching you with Rob. It turns me on to see you like this, to see what you do to yourself. Kinda.