I don't know what to do. I'm afraid I'll mess up." Don't worry about it," he told you, "you CAN'T mess up. I'm the one who controls everything. Just r...lax and be yourself." OK, but, do we REALLY have to drink this early in the day? I mean, it's only 10 am." Yep, necessary. Believe me, it's ok. It's only 1 drink."He gets out the bottle (already opened), and pours you a drink, in a long stemmed wine glass. You sip it, and notice its chilled just right, and actually tastes good for this early in. ”I did my best to visualize a scantily dressed blond with her knees up high showing me some of the goodies and hold the receiver like it was an asp to her heaving breasts.It sure sounded a lot more promising than just sitting on my butt waiting for the building manager to show up and start scraping my name from the door, so I high tailed it over to the ritzy part of town to discuss Sin’s problem with her face to face.I left the car sitting right there in the alley because I was almost on empty. “My father was – is – just a bit of mist, or a fragment of a memory. He never returned, never took me for a weekend or a summer. My father forgot I existed and if my mother didn’t drag him into court on a regular basis, he would have never made a single support or alimony payment.“He was almost a figment of my imagination. For years I would lie in bed and pretend that he was overseas, fighting spies and saving countries from nuclear destruction, like James Bond. One night the phone rang. Malik had a good suggestion andI want to see how it looks."I reluctantly went back to the den, where she was standing there holdingher pumps. She came to me and indicated that I should lift my foot. Idid as she wanted and she quickly had switched out the comfortableloafers for the pumps which fit, although tightly. I had to put my handon her shoulder to steady myself at first, but she stepped away and toldme to try walking with them. The first few steps were awkward, but shegave me a tip or.