I didn’t know why, in fact, for a long, long time, because nobody bothered to tell me. The first couple of Christmases, you were only a baby. I didn...��t let you see me those two times, even though I wanted you to. We never let anyone see us. If they do, we make them forget.”“But not me.”“Not you. Never you. So I asked my father, why I wanted to see you and why I wanted you to see me. He knew, he always knows, but he didn’t tell me anything at that point. You and I were far too young I suppose.. She had never told Sister Mary Katherine just how crude her fantasies had been.But they were there, exciting dreams that often left her panting in the early morning hours just before matins. Sitting there crouched in the van like a refugee, Sister Dominic remembered those dreams. She had always cliinaxed just as she was awakening, just as reality blended with the twisted images of her unconscious. But those images were no more bizarre than the things happening to her and her fellow nuns right. It would have been easier, Seamus realized later, if Rocky had killed Julio. He would not have been aware of the soundproof room that existed in the same mine where they had stabled the animals his father had brought. Nor would he have learned that his mother was as hard as steel and willing to do things that made him sick before she decided that she knew everything that Julio could tell them and then let Rachel loose on him since he had taken most of the night resisting giving any. On drying off I bumped into a guy in his 60s whohas had me before and tends to seek me out, I exchanged pleasantries and hewent to shower but I knew then that today he was just what I wanted. Ihurried off to the dark steam room for a little play until he was ready.The steam room is dark about 10ft by 6ft and its difficult to make facesout in the steam but almost immediately I fell to my knees in front of thefirst of the four guys in there and took his stiff member in my mouth. Itwas heaven!.