But my stupid heart. And my stupid hopes and dreams. So, I take it out on myself. Knowing that again in life, I am not enough. I will never be anyone�...�s top priority. And I deserve this torment because I am a whore. Always have been and always will be.I can write all these erotic stories of us and truthfully, I know that’s all they will ever be. Stories. Dreams. There is no future here. That is my cold reality. We can get a hotel and lose ourselves in the clouds for an hour or two. But then we. I jerked off into moms dirty panties before I started driving away.After a while I felt that I became wet again and stopped and pu a Tena pad in the crotch of my panty girdle and so I felt quite safe not wetting my trousers with precom.I was come almost half the way and took a brake, getting some food and go to the loo and then I continued driving the last 300 km. i got horny and needed to jerk off somewhere and I found a nice place along the road and went into the woods and got out my cock and. Test, I would love to give you an orgasm." She considered that then said, "Let me show you my hymen Peter. I would not want for it to be torn during your digital manipulation of my vagina." She opened her legs wide and bent her knees. She placed her fingers on her cunt and spread her lips with one hand. She gave me a small hand mirror and asked me to hold it so we could both see inside of her vagina." I did as she asked and she showed me the tissue which kept her a virgin."sister. " I didn't know that, Mom," Madge added. I hoped that I was going to be able to give this locket to you later inthe week. You know, toward the end of my visit. You see, I decided tocome and visit you and your Mom because I thought you might need somehelp. When you stayed with me a while back, I could tell you weren'thappy. Not 'unhappy, unhappy' but I sensed a sadness, maybe even anemptiness, about you. I saw it in your face in the mirror at my vanitywhen you put those rollers in the back of my.