?" said May. She looked down. "I did not wish for thisthing!" "Oh yes you did," replied Abir. "It was last night, after your datewith Kevin. I'm su...e you remember it fondly, all the groping andsqueezing. On the way home, you said, and I quote, 'I wish women had thecocks and balls for a change.' Not very eloquent, but it was a wish.And it wasn't easy to grant, let me tell you. If you had just wishedfor a change to Kevin or yourself, no problem, but your wish includedall men and women, so I. “Oh Baby” she said, “I’ll already be gone. He and I are meeting at 7:30.”Oh” I said, being disappointed, “Well have fun, please be careful and call me the minute that he drops you off at your, car.”‘I will” she said, “I promise. Bye-Bye…” as she left for work.The night seemed to drag on and got later and later. At some point, I must have drifted off because something woke me, and I realized that it was 1:00am! I picked up my phone and called her cell. It rang and rang and then went to VM. I. We’ve let too many things come between us. Please. Can’t we just be sisters again?’ Mikayla’s lip quivered. ‘You were always the one they were so proud of. The smart one. No one ever gave a shit about me.’ Abby shook her head, but she still remembering all the recitals held at the house for her piano playing and how the few times she came home from abroad, her aunt would hold large parties to welcome her back. Had Mikayla acted out because she wanted attention? Had she become wild seeking. "Great!" she exclaimed.I couldn't help the thought, and I actually mumbled it out loud, hopefully too quietly for her to hear. The word had never entered my mind regarding her before. All my life we got along great. Any time she needed to discipline me, I respected her so much that I felt guilty about disappointing her and always agreed that I did something wrong. My father not so much. Since adolescence I felt tense and rebellious towards him. But never towards her. The word I mumbled?.