And that was what made me finally able to let go and love myself. Sometimes at night I think about the night you died. I cry every time I remember th... look on the nurses face, when I knew the end was near. She came in and pulled away the tubes. Then the doctor came, and they turned off your life support. I closed my eyes as I heard the rhythmic sound of your heart monitor shift to a single sharp note. I still hear that in my head sometimes when I close my eyes. I don’t think it’ll ever go. I am not embarrassed … I’m simply spent.0435am:I awake from my exhausted slumber and look across the room to see Gloria sitting on the toilet in my private bathroom looking dejected. She is sobbing. 0525am:I finally awake from my weird night of nasty sex to find Gloria cuddled up under me. She looks somewhat at peace. I gingerly slip out of bed and prepare for work. When I come out of the shower, Gloria is standing there with a cup of coffee wearing one of my t-shirts. She assures me that. I pulled her closer to me, and slowly moved to the music. She followed my lead, and I kept drawing her closer to me with every passing second till her breasts started brushing my chest. Our mouths were close to each other and we could feel each other’s breath. I moved my face slightly and touched my cheek to hers. She blushed and surrendered herself in my grip.I moved her other hand on my shoulder too and moved mine to her waist, and we swayed to the slow music. I could feel her breath on my. Again my mouth dropped! I said "Until she comes home?" NO WAY! If anything, I'll do it 1 time and you have to promise to delete the pictures. Then I said, well, what about the dick flick? What if I show that to Lisa?Phillip pulled out his dick and said, that's not me. I could easily tell he wasn't lying because his dick was much bigger than the dick flick he sent me. I said, let me think about it, and it will be 1 time. Phillip said has to be at least 5 times.I said, I'll think about it.