" She toyed with telling him what she was wearing, how she was feeling, putting the pressure on ... then imagined him zonked in front of a Paris Hilto... marathon while she dolled herself up for him, and right then and there decided he wasn't worthy. "Good night, Colin." Hey, we'll get together tomorrow or something, okay?" Or something. 'Night." Jerk."Night, kiddo."She threw the cell phone across the room and bit back tears. No, she insisted. No more crying. Not over the likes of him. I've had. I chose to believe in each of those tomorrows. I chose to believe in each of those illusions we call life. I choose to believe in the perfection that some call dreams. To feel, to have passion, to give freely of your love, to give of life itself is My eternal quest. I have experienced the greatest love of My life and she is always with Me. Experience is one thing we cannot get without an investment. Within her I choose to invest until such time as she can return. Experience can at times be such. She leaned up against me her lips near my ear she said I want you right now, let's get out of here go back to my apartment I said let's go up to my room we left the bar got on the elevator and was going at it until the elevator stopped at my floor and we got off we walked a few doors down I opened the door and guided her inside closing and locking the door behind me I turned in time to see her stripping off her clothes she looked even better with nothing on at all except a smile and her 6" high. But that's not..." Possible? Of course it is, Sheila. Just lie back and relax and I'll prove it to you, and it will only hurt a little bit. Sort of like the time you lost your virginity. Remember, there was a little pain and a lot of pleasure. Think about pleasure, Sheila. Keep thinking about it, for there's going to be a lot of it, Sheila. A lot of it." I don't know..."I slapped her ass hard. "That's pain," Sheila, then I teased her clit until she moaned with pleasure. "And that's the good.