She laughed. “Yes, it’s one of yours. I picked your pocket.”“Jesus, BJ! I can’t believe you did that. That’s terribly embarrassing!”“H...l, you’re missing the big picture; what I’m trying to tell you is that you’re going to get laid tonight.”“Oh. Well, yes, that does ease the pain a good deal.” I smiled. “Sorry I lied to you about the BP meds, but you understand.”“I do – and you truly didn’t. Technically, these are a blood pressure medication, although they’re for raising it in a certain part of. The problem was she lived in Arkansas, a state that now had fundamentalists in control of the governor's office and the legislator. When the religious right came back to power one of the first laws, they passed was a law that criminalized all forms of the broadcast, filming, or display of female nudity. They had also started a severe crackdown on any kind of sex work. Topless clubs were shut down across the state. Adult stores were raided and shutdown, and there was a huge crackdown on female. My grandfather (on mydad’s side) was still quite fit and healthy at 75, andI decided after a few weeks of thinking about it, tovisit him.It didn’t take much time for me to seduce him, and Iquickly moved in into his house instead. Myrelationship with him became a bit closer than the onethat I had had with my father, but still it wasn’tquite what I was looking for. Yes the sex was good, andwe had a lot of fun, especially doing kinky things, andit was with my grandpa that I first. And then it was clear she didn't want me to stop and I just went a little crazy. It scared me, Mom, and yet it was the best thing that ever happened to me." I understand," she said. "That's why we have to keep you apart now. If we don't, you're going to want to do that again and again." Do you feel that way about Bob?" It's one reason I want to marry him," she said.He went silent then, and stayed that way until they pulled into the driveway. She sensed something was bothering him."We have to.