We’ll be back Monday, but we’ll be moving as soon as the semester is over. I have to go, but I thought you should know and I’ll talk to you more...when I get back.Randy closed my phone “I’m sorry Zac. You wanna talk about it?” I shook my head. Randy pulled me closer to him “I’m here for you buddy, if you wanna talk I’ll always listen but if you don’t I’m still here for you. Come here” I turned and buried my face in his shoulder and he wrapped his arms around me. Brent and Chris came over and. I groaned loudly as she dug her kneading fingers into my sore muscles."Boy, you're really tight," she exclaimed. "I'm going to have to get you to loosen up." Hopping up she trotted off to the bedroom and came back with a large vibrating massager. She plugged it in and ran the soothing device all over my upper back and shoulders.In moments, she had me reduced to a mass of quivering jelly. "Ahhhh..." I moaned. "That's nice." Roll over, and I'll do your chest," she commanded.Repositioning herself. It’s almost excruciating to say and do what i’ve been saying and doing for years. I want to talk to aj. I want to be with aj. I want to touch aj. Finally there’s a moment where we’re alone in the kitchen. “aj we have to talk about all this.”He comes up to me and says “sure mom but i’d rather kiss you”. His lips are on me and i’m sparked by his tongue but i pull back.“aj please, i want to kiss you too but please not here; it’s complicated enough without making things crazier. Go down to the park. He rubbed it gently. At this point, I just got really nervous and I placed my head back onto his broad muscular shoulders with my eyes closed focusing on his gentle touch. Then, I closed my eyes and let out an exhale, it helped calm me down. Reminding myself that this is the man I lost my virginity to and he did it ever so gently, I'm in good hands right now and there's no need to worry. Intercourse shouldn't hurt the forth time. I sat back up and starred into his dreamy brown eyes. I started.