I began to skim the pages. At the age of 15, she began to discuss her sexual awakening and how she and her current boyfriend were into heavy petting. ...he discussed her loss of virginity and how it hurt, but subsequent experiences were wonderful. “I LOVE SEX!!!” she wrote in one entry.At the age of 16 she began to write about experiences with several different partners. One night by the lake, a young man brought a blanket to lie on. He later told her he didn’t want his parents to see the pecker. He felt that old love for her in his heart. Jim felt the full force of guilt. As the pangs of love lost and found came over him for the first time, and it wouldn’t be the last, he knew he needed to have the strength to resist. It would be too complicated to return to an ongoing relationship. He couldn’t open up to her completely, and their relationship had been built on honesty and trust. He retreated from her beautiful mind and returned to her damaged body. Along with her unhealthy posture,. I guess we because mum and dad. This went on for years and years. As the kids grew up I guess both of us didn’t bother about ourselves. It was all about the children.Fast forward to when Susan was 40 and I was 41. Our son had entered University and our daughter had moved out to take up a job in advertising. Suddenly the house was empty. Susan had been a full-time mum and now had time on her hands. She joined a ladies gym group. I have to admit she was starting to look like her old self. Even. This she did with out protest and with speed not wanting to anger het master. She felt vulnerable but exited a the same time. She knew he would punish her but did not know when this only made the excitement more. She knew he had lifted something from the table top but did not know what, but suddenly felt it on her bum cheek slowly caressing and rubbing her cheeks. Making her arousal rise. Suddenly without warning it came crashing down hard on her bum not once but eight times, leaving her.