It was sound enough advice and left me with a lot to think about. He asked if we had a method in mind, but that too she had left to me though she had ...sked that it was not pills, or d**gs, but some method that would give the ultimate in last thrills and to be honest so far it had drawn a total blank. He suggested “hanging as it would be easier to belive as suicide and would give the thrill of asphyxia, which he had heard was especially exciting.” Well it was an option. We were joined by both. I turned around and he gave me a birthday hug, a birthday kiss, and a fresh flower bouquet. He was semi-naked when I looked at him and touched his blonde hair. I kissed Nick before I went to the bathroom. When I was in there, I heard water running and saw my bathroom mirror getting fogged up. Then, I wiped the mirror as I felt a pair of hands on my hips.I heard a whisper saying 'Happy Birthday, baby'.Then, I wiped the mirror as I felt a pair of hands on my hips. I turned around and it was. She had lost weight as well as bulked up in the right places to be called fit. Jenny and I both thought she would be a good candidate to give advanced training to. There were several others we were watching too.Courtney was still assigned to undercover at the gym which surprised me to no end. I was sure after a meeting with the chief that would end. Maybe he felt we were lying to him or we were starting our own crime syndicate. Either way she was still here, still loosing weight and. "Okay," Amanda agreed. "We do it just that way in the second picture, the one you choose. "Mine is going to be more of a documentary. We will conduct interviews with street hookers and homeless people and listen to their tales of beatings and indifference and neglect. We shoot the inside of a homeless shelter and catch the conversations between the people who drift from one shelter to another." No, no, no," Hans argued. That is your picture I am describing. I have a vision." The little man.