My tongue followed his, dancing and wrestling together. My whole body turned to sparks, my stomach was empty, then filled with butterflies, like the w...rst case of stage fright you ever had, but this felt wonderful, as jolts surged up and down me. Alex pulled back, looking deeply into my eyes, waiting."Oh God," was all that I could say.Alex smiled. "Yeah. It's great isn't it?" Yeah," I said as his lips again found mine. This kiss was even better than the first one. My arms went around his neck. " "Would you like something, sir?" she said. "Yeah, yeah, Jack on the rocks. Oh, and not too many rocks," I said. "Comin' up," she said. I watched her sashay down the length of the bar. She returned with the drink and set it in front of me smiling. "Anything else?" she said. I stared at her too young face and decided to go for it. Why the hell not, I thought. "Only if you can do heart transplants," I said. "The one I got is broken." She laughed. "You?" she said. "I would have thought that. "I'm devastated and incredibly happy." I'm sorry," I say. "I'm the happiest I've ever been. I'll save devastated for later when you're gone."And that was the switch.Izzy rolls on her side, facing away from me. Slides a ponytail holder from her hair and hugs her knees.I'm getting used to this moment. Afterwards, and especially if our coupling was particularly intense, she disappears inside her head. If I talk, she clips her answers. Offers nothing. And makes it clear she wants her own time. I've. Nijer haat ta niye gelam or panty’r opor or thik dui paa’er fak’e or vagina’r opor’e. Jaiga ta puro bhije chit chit korche. Secretion’e bojha jachhilo o koto ta stimulated hoye utheche. Samne’e seat’er jaiga ta boddo kom chilo, tai amra nichu hoye pichoner seat’e chole gelam. Jui amar t-shirt ta khule diye amar lomosh buk’e ador’e ador’e bhoriye dilo. Aki buki korte laglo amar buk’er opor. Amr nipple guli jibh diye chatte laglo. R control na korte pare ani jui’er panty tae k tane khule diye.