She was scared. Desperately, mortally scared. She asked herself the same question she was going to ask Fran: if she wanted to escape?Only she didn't k...ow. She couldn't make the decision now. And, when the time came, what decision would she make?Renee collapsed on the bed and the sweat beaded on her body despite the chill in the room. It's the heroin, she told herself. It's the desire for heroin that's making me sweat.But she lied to herself, and she knew it. It was fear--fear that she wouldn't. ’ Mendoza said gruffly. He watched her tense profile, poised as if she were ready to run at any moment. He sighed, ‘I know it is a long and arduous journey, but we will be there in less than 12 weeks my dear.’ ‘It’s not that, I…’ she stopped and turned around, away from his unrelenting gaze. He stepped over to her, inches from her back. She could feel the heat radiating from his body through her thin clothing. ‘I’m not asking to be the captain, but for goodness sake,’ Ava spun to face him,. We talked about materials that could take the heat generated at such speeds and I talked about ceramics that had a certain construction that slipped through the air much easier. It weighed very little and was very strong. The additional shield protecting them was of course not mentioned.Reactive engines were discussed next and I went back into our own history and mentioned the improvements that could be made with current Earth technology or with a bit of help from me.Sensor technology was. I imagined what it would look like from outside, so I wanted to quickly get my pants up, but before I could do it, another male appeared, I remember it perfectly, he got into the toilet, closed the door and said: "I heard you moan and I want you to do the same to me as the other one, fucking! "From that moment on, I don't know how many times he said "fucking", I saw that he was warming, telling him, and I wasn't going to contradict him. Then, accessing his "gentle" request, I bent down to suck.