Meanwhile, the shit on my finger dried, so I went to a basin to clean my finger. As usual, all I found there was some water... no soap, no towels, as ... was used to it. So I just cleaned my finger with cold water. After it was clean, I couldn't resist the temptation and brought it up to my nose... and soon noticed it still smelled like Janets sexy shit, the smell hadn't gone. My cock got rock hard again. At this time, I didn't know yet what exactly to do about this state of my body, so I just. Joey called me back within the minute.“What’s wrong Andrea?” he asked, concern evident in his voice.“Robert has been killed,” I sobbed, “and I need to get to his house.”“I’ll come get you. Are you at work?”“Yes,” I sobbed.Joey’s small white pickup zipped into the parking lot fifteen minutes later. He held my hand and talked with me all the way to the Carter’s house. Just his presence calmed me down. I tried to get him to come in with me when we arrived but he refused.“Go be with your family,”. At times, things felt wonderful all over again, but a cloud had hovered over us for months. And yesterday, we had had a huge fight. Things appeared very bleak, and so I had left, seeking some space to think, to ponder, to just find some answers.I loved her. She was my life. She had taken me down paths of learning I would never explore myself. She has freed me to be a better person than I was before I met her. She has also revealed parts of myself to me that I would rather have not known. She. 11:00am came and everyone trailed upstairs for a break, I came out of the room I was working in and suddenly heard an unusual noise coming from the furthest room down the corridor, I walked down and as the door was opened I peeked through the crack.What I saw startled me, there was Mary, an older woman very close to retirement stood with her back against the table, there was a table in every room, she was stood with her tights down to just above her knee and Steve was stood at the side of her.