Me daba la sensaci?nde tener una capa de grasa o de suciedad sobre el rostro. Algo parecido acuando era un cr?o y com?a asado o sand?a, manch?ndome am...os mofletes alintroducir la boca entre el hueso o entre la rodaja. Siempre he odiado esasensaci?n y cualquiera que me haga sentirme sucio... o sucia. En eso no mehan cambiado.Cuando llegamos a los elevadores e Isabel apret? el bot?n de llamada, elcoraz?n se me aceler?.?Un momento ?le dije, agarr?ndola del brazo con una fuerza quiz?. ”He finished a few minutes later.“Ok, time for the next lesson.”I put my phone down and listened. Henry said, “It’s not fair, he got to play with his phone.”Mommy smiled at him, “Minus another,” and kept handing out the lesson.I remember Granddad saying, “She’s like her mother, she’s like a mad dog. If she gets that way, treat her exactly like you would a mad dog. Don’t show any fear and go about your business, slowly and carefully.”Mommy was mad, still, though Henry didn’t know it, because. She was doing exactly the same thing only she was completely out of control and too wrapped up in her own problems to realise that I was in trouble and needed help too. She was the only one that understood it but I couldn’t even unload my issues on her. She didn’t need my problems as well as her own. Hearing your friend tell you that she cuts herself rather than talk about her feelings is indescribable. I completely froze and prayed that she was joking. But she wasn’t. That evening I cut. " We sat back down. "Ray you need to know mystory. I started with telling him that I'd had some plastic surgery onmy face and that I'd had some breast augmentation. None of this seemedto faze him so I continued. "Ray, I don't know any other way to tell youthis so I'm just going to say it. Ray I was born a boy." I expected himto get up and leave. He sat and stared. "I don't believe you." he said."Ray its true. I have pictures. Do you want to see them?" He just staredat me. So I went in my.