I was introduced to Janet and made the stupidest Three's Company joke, shaking her hand and telling her I was Chrissy Snow. She didn't get it cause A)...it was a stupid joke and B) she was probably only 23 so not even born yet when that show was on. Needless to say it was awkward and I hid from her the rest of the night embarrassed. Normally I'm kind of smooth around women but this chick was different. I mean we were all there because she and Jack had a fantasy and they wanted it fulfilled. I. The lacky left to get the tea they had both ordered and Amanda and Strand made small talk as they waited. He couldn’t keep his eyes off her, which wasn’t surprising for it was only with his most stringent resolve that he was keeping his hands off her. The intensity of his desire for her had increased with the length of time since he had last seen her in Washington. Since agreeing to this series of meetings his want had increased immensely and he had taken to masturbating at least once a day. I had no warning that he was coming here or that he was even out doing store visits and that usually wasn’t a good sign. He stopped as he got to where we were standing and asked, ‘This is getting to be a habit?’ Katie smiled and said, ‘It is so nice to see you again Danny.’ He just looked at me and said ‘It is nice to see you again,’ and he walked back to where my desk was in the stockroom. I whispered to Katie, ‘I don’t like this.’ She whispered back, ‘Be positive Tony. It will be fine.’ I. That's just the expression I want to see!I don't know why. I have no idea what event from my past might have given birth to the need to be treated this way. Until Thursday I didn't know it was in me. But now that I've discovered it I can't resist its power. Of course I don't want to live my life being treated like this. I'm not that fucked up. But until I meet the right guy and fall in love, this turns me the fuck on! And now that I've begun to learn something about my parent's secret,.