I went and removed my male work clothes. I knew I would not need them much longer. I had no idea what she had in mind for us after the wedding, but I ...as sure trousers were not going to be part of it. I put my long hair inside a plastic cap and settled into the sweet perfumed water. As I was relaxing Mistress came in and put my dressing gown on the hook on the door. She smiled at me and left. The warm perfumed water had an intoxicating affect.After a fashion I got out of the bath and patted. It seemed kinda cool, there didn't seem to be any murderers posting. And so what, if there were murderers posting? It was, after all, just words in cyberspace. Yea right! There seemed to be regular posters that knew each other, it felt like a comfortable local hangout. And tragedy struck, this time it wasn't a personal tragedy as the last few had been. This one rocked the entire world.. Nothing more needs to be said than SEPTEMBER 11, 2001!! Abruptly, the "REAL WORLD" came crashing down much as. ‘Hi, it’s me. I’ll try to keep this short,’ I muttered, more to myself than to him. ‘I know you didn’t deserve my reaction and I know I messed up. I really miss you, but I understand if you don’t want to talk to me. I -‘ I had to pause and take a breath. I was struggling not to sound crazy and overbearing. ‘I love you, too, David. I hope this isn’t over.’ I pressed END before I really started rambling and dug a deeper ditch between us. Now it was up to him. I promised myself that if I didn’t. He didn’t seem as distressed as I was about leaving. But I surely was completely unhappy.We had been talking, negotiating with our car lot owner friend Dave about a business venture that was exciting. My knowledge regarding new environmental consciousness, Ecology, gave rise to the possibility of starting a first ever recycling auto wrecking business on the island which could replace the simple piled up yard of mosquito breeding car carcasses that were an environmental disaster. This was.