‘I’ve been ready, Jack. You ought to know that. But…the pills. I’ve been taking them, and so has Mary Louise, but what if…we can’t deal wi...h a baby right now. It wouldn’t be good for us or the baby.’ ‘No, I don’t suppose it would. You know, they used to have herbal birth control medicine. Maybe I should ask Vholes if he knows about that?’ ‘Yes. Maybe. I don’t know. Maybe we should just wait.’ Not what I wanted to hear. ‘Maybe…you’re a little scared?’ ‘No! I’m a lot scared! Oh, Jack, I know it’s. I shuffled over to her still refusing to make eye contact with her. She put her fingers under my chin and pushed my face up to meet hers,‘Poor little virgin Mary, I’ll show you what to do, we can have fun together.’ She didn’t mean it nastily, she was so shocked that I had never touched myself. It was at that point that I realised how sexually backward I was for my age, here was Claire two years older than me and yet fully aware of her own body and others, I was certain.She placed her hands on. Anyway, almost as soon as the film had finished, Dan drained his beer, stood up and announced he was off to bed. "Are you gonna..." he asked Liz, cocking his head in my direction."Think I will" answered Liz."Good" he smiled. He turned to me and said "What it is mate, we have this kind of agreement. If Liz likes someone, she's allowed to give him a wank. She's wanked most of my mates already so if you're up for it...?" He winked and turned to Liz to peck her cheek. "Enjoy" he whispered, and left. Okay, looking back maybe I was a little bit of a slut in my own way–I mean I’d only slept with two guys, but I had blown about eight more. What can I say, I was kind of the master of the “if I give him mind-blowing head, maybe I can make him forget about sleeping with me” school of sluttery. And it always worked, what can I say, guys are easy. Not bad for a shy girl huh?So it turned out Tia had blabbed to Steffi about my situation, and Steffi for her part actually had a solution. Not just a.