When we have cleared up – I hand you the wine and glasses and grab the strawberries and the chocolate I just microwaved to melt. You ask where we're...going and I just say – follow me….I lead the way into the living room where I laid a fire earlier and set candles around. The sheepskins are laid out in front of the fire as well as a big stack of floor pillows. We set down the wine and dessert and I start to light candles while you light the fire. Then we sit down together in front of the fire and. I was rewarded with the sight of her dark nipple swelling slightly but visibly. I let a single fingertip circle languidly just under the nipple, not touching it, until my finger felt dry. Then I removed my hand and got the lotion bottle, seeing Martha beside me give me a furtive smirk. I wet the fingertips of one hand and held the hand over Ronnie's swollen tit and let the fingertips settle onto the breast, the standing fingers forming a wide circle around the darkly tipped swell, but not. Had I been crazy not to recognize it, not to acknowledge it earlier? There was no way I was going to turn away from it. I made my decision at that moment to stay with Sasha. I knelt in front of him and took his face in my hands. ‘I love you so much it hurts. Yes, I will stay with you, no matter what. It pains me to see you so sad, and to know that I am the cause of that sadness. Please forgive me.’ His tears disappeared at my words, replaced with the smile I had grown so dependent on. He. ” Chapter 2 Up the stairs and down the hall I move to your bedroom door. This is a place I never dreamed I would ever see. A place where dreams and fantasies have carried me many times. As I open your door I am struck with the sweet smell of a woman. No man’s bedroom could ever smell of the sweet delicacies that encircle the bodies of women. I stand still and breathe them in, enjoying the comfort and mystery surrounding me. My desire is to move to the bed and caress the place where you lay at.