Etc, just then her mum came in with the coffee's and we just sat around drinking those making idle small talk about nothing special,julie then announc...d that she was going to take a much needed shower, i said i'll leave you to it, julie said just relax , she would not be long, she had barely left the room when her daughter said " mum's told me all about you " what had she told you i innocently asked ?" Everything " from the day your brought her parcel delivery and what followed, to say i was a. Something told me not to in my head, that it was morally wrong to fantasize about people in your everyday life that isn’t your loved one. When we were done swimming, we all got towels and wrapped them around our waists and started heading inside. I was the last one that was headed in, but in the corner of my eye I caught something and looked. Someone was staring at me through my neighbor’s window, someone that was hiding behind a curtain; I can only see the eye and a shadow. The next day I went. I was getting used to seeing myself as a girl whenever I looked in the mirror, but this time, dressed just in my underwear I looked even more feminine. Not just feminine, I looked quite sexy. To my amazement I found that the feelings I had were nothing like I had experienced before.Only a short time ago I would have found it quite arousing to see a girl with such shapely figure wearing a basque and stockings. But my feelings at seeing myself as that girl dressed so sexily were almost of. Now I regretted not letting her walk the rest of the way home with me like that. We were cousins, so surely my parents wouldn't have a problem with it, and I didn't care what the neighbors thought.Oh well. So I had missed an opportunity. That was fine; it wasn't like there was the potential for anything between us. Ashley cuddling up to me was no different from her younger sisters wrestling around on the floor with me.It was too bad that they were planning to go camping on Friday. I would have.