Rob called room service and ordered us all a drink and while Rob and Kevin were taking a couple more chairs out onto the small balcony Karen noticed t...e camera hooked up to the television.She looked at it and then she turned to me and grinned and exclaimed, “You didn’t?!”I blushed and said, “My first starring role! We were just looking at it.”She asked excitedly, “Can we watch it?”The excitement in her voice was enough to convince me. The thought of three people who hardly know me watching me. "What are we doing?" she asked, sounding slightly scared. "I'm showing you how much I love you," I told her and gently pushed her back on the couch. She lay back willingly and closed her eyes. I sucked a nipple into my mouth and began to suck on it, just as I had almost 30 years ago. Kishwer body stiffened as I sucked on her tits and kneaded them with my hands. I slipped my hands behind her and began to squeeze her ass as I continued to suck her tits and she moaned again, slightly louder this. That evening Maureen was missing from the group when I made my usual visit to The Grapes. "She's gone to Watford for a couple of nights to baby sit for our daughter. There's some big dinner dance she and her husband are attending." Tommy didn't seem too bothered his wife had left him for a couple of days as he recounted the reason for her absence.It was Pub Quiz night, and with Maureen missing I took her place on the team. I sat between Shona and Rebecca, and at various times during the evening. . because people will find out. People find out that Johnny the bum did something. Do you know how many people are named John? And I’m not around anymore. Where did I go? Who knows, nobody knows enough about me to even hazard a guess. Which is not even possible since I move more or less at random.Oh, I said I’d tell you what I look like. When I left home so many years ago, I was probably a good-looking bloke. I was tall and somewhat athletic. I had a nice face, or so people told me. I wasn’t.