She was always a young soul, so it was easy to enjoy yourslf and have a good time, and I loved it . She was young, thin, and beautiful with long blond...hair, but the best part was her attire. She enjoyed walking around the house in nothing but shorts and a thin white t-shirt, her nipples always seemed to be big and hard no matter what the weather was like. I think she liked showing them off to all the k**s, but who cares about them we'e talking about me. As soon as I reached puberty I can. I should have given Celia what she needed while taking care of my shit. Not interrupting Candice's idyllic new life was a bullshit excuse to hide losing my place as her lover. My insecurities hurt Celia and pandering to them got her killed."I bear some of the responsibility," Candice continued. "We've never been able to safely test the limits of your physical gifts. I should have considered there was more to the Heart of Darkness. I might as well have used Celia as a gun against you, without. Caused a lot of bad feelings, they say, and made Grampy pass over Larry for Pop." You can't run a successful company that way, Kyle. You have to use people's strengths. If you don't, you can't get nearly as much accomplished." Tell them that, not me. Look at Jerry, he's purely being wasted in sales. He knows more about how to run a production line than anyone, but they won't let him near the baking floor. Steve should have Jerry's job, because he likes all that suit and tie bull shit. Dougie is. . he was tall, taller than you. And he had very short light-colored hair, kind of a buzz-cut. His eyes were blue, very piercing. That's about all I can remember. Do you know him?" Walter," I could hear Susan say. "Dammit, he knows I'm alive still."It jarred me, but I focused on the nurse. "No, I don't know him," I said. "Maybe some reporter, or just a thrill-seeker. Look, can you take me back to Susan now?" The doctor's with her just now, you'll have to wait," she said. "She'll be out to talk.