I turned to Kathy and asked if she was okay. She looked into my eyes and said “you’re not going to believe what just happened to me”. She le...ned over and whispered in my ear, “The drummer just fucked me upstairs”. I said, “What?”She went on to say that she went up to the bathroom, did her business and was heading back towards the stairs. The drummer was standing in another doorway at the top of the stairs and said “hi” to her and how much he appreciated the tip she gave him. He went on. Me : Haan,I won’t lie I was jerking off wearing your clothes.K : Are you a gay ? I need to know, this .Me : I really don’t know.K : Don’t worry, I’m also a doctor. Trust me I won’t judge you.Then I told all about myself, my fantasies, my cross-dressing habits, porns. Everything that I was hiding from everyone.Me: Iss saab ke sath, ek sach aur bhi hai. I really love you.K smiles with a tear in her eye.Me : Now you tell me, am I a gay.K : No you are not. It’s just a state of mind. Yeh sirf. Woh bahot sharma rahi thi aur maine uska haath pakad ke mere lund par rakh diya, jisse woh bahot sharma gayi aur nai karo aisa kehne lagi.Maine kaha Monica tum sharmao mat. Apne dil ki saari iccha aaj poori kardo mere saath, aur fir uske boobs ko jaise hi dabana shuru kiya. Woh bhi mere lund ko dabane lagi. Maine fir apna towel nikaal diya aur woh mera lund dekh ke ekdum chhok gayi aur bahot sharma gayi.Usne kaha, “Maine pehli baar kisi ka lund dekha hai aur itna bada hota hai main nahi jaanti. Well almost never did. Fast forward a year... We had become very close, helping each other stay sober and sharing our experiences with problems and relationships. Even though Catie and I had never had sex, we always ended up talking about what the sex was like with these other people. She would joke about things like my penis being too big for a girl or her breasts being too much for a guy. The truth is, it was too big for some girls, and I wondered how Catie knew that. We'd watch movies.