I want to shave all this hair off my body first."It briefly occurred to me that maybe leaving Jen alone with razor bladeswasn't the best idea but I ha...n't really seen any indication of a desirefor her to self-harm. It was more like she was on the verge of a badanxiety attack. So I figured she'd probably be alright - and it mightlower her overall anxiety for the rest of the day.Jenna excused herself to one of the bathrooms.I turned to Beth and asked, "Seriously though, you're okay with. She opened it, dipped her pretty little finger in and stuck it in her mouth. After that, it was open season on that little container of cream cheese icing. I saw her do it and insisted she bring me some. Over the next couple days, about half of that container of cream cheese icing was scooped out by one finger or another and shoved into one mouth or another. Sometimes it was her finger into her mouth, sometimes it was her finger into my mouth and sometimes it was my finger. That stuff is. She went to room I was standing at door she called me inside to bathroom I was excited I went in she was on potty ordered me to sit on floor I did she came near my face and started to piss I tried to get up and she caught my hair obey me or else I’ll doom you I cursing myself sat on floor she started too piss on my face yuck it was hot salty and smelly I hated it I sat there drenched in her piss was feeling soo low and ashamed she sat on poty and started to shit it was soo awkward I couldn’t. It was settled that Friday afternoon. We would plan a weekend at the Cape. Peggie loved the ocean as did I. We packed more clothes than we needed, but most of all we packed the strap and dildo. I was excited to see the ocean from my bedroom window and a full moon was expected that weekend. Romantic and Hot.I was in love and I believed by the look in Peggie's eyes she was too. We drove in her car with the convertible down and it was so lovely in New England.My anticipation was rising as were.