‘It’s going to be okay.’ I gently cupped her chin in my hand and brought her eyes up to meet mine. Her cheeks were red and wet, and her eyes wer... filled with a scared sadness I’d seen before when she talked about all she’d been through. It was a look I wished she never had to have again. She stifled a sob and leaned on my shoulder. ‘They’re letting him out. He made bail, and he told me he was going to come after me.’ I held her closer to me and whispered ‘It’s going to be okay, Cas.’ ‘It’s. He couldn’t command his body to move for love or money. He couldn’t get himself to stand up; he was terrified. He was having trouble living with his actions, and he wasn’t sure she would forgive him for it.“What’s wrong, Josh?” Jill said, “It looks like someone stole your favorite puppy.”“Stole my favawhite puppy?” Josh mumbled, “From myself I stole it.”“Did you screw the pooch again?” Jill asked him.“Yes,” he said cryin’, “de pooch I screwed again. Okay?”“I bet it isn’t as bad as you think,”. " We would all laugh, and then she'd say more shit about the lack of sexual experience he had with a woman. "Wow Dawn, I feel sorry for you. It's too bad you weren't with me. You'd never complain, I can tell you that." I said with confidence."Oh yeah?" She replied. "What would you do to me differently?" "Well, you wouldn't here me say; "Help me Dawn." I'd be able to put it in you all on it's own. And I wouldn't do the same thing every time we had sex. I'd mix it up, making it more interesting.. But he talked so only as he was jealous. My best friend Sonia had good relationship with Anuj, They always laughed and joked. Sonia called Anuj”Bhaiya” and he called her “DIDI”. Sonia lives at a distance of 5 kilometers from our house and her husband is in Dubai. Anuj works on a touring job. Once he was on a tour and I called Sonia but she did not pick up the phone. What could be the matter with Sonia? I kept calling her but no one answered. I went to her house and it was locked. Her neighbour.