" He picks up a file with your name on it. "I don't think I got to explain myself further." Probably not. So what are you going to do? You going to se...d me upstate to hang with the big boys." You said."That isn't necessarily. I... We as a community see the greatness that is in you, John. We remembered when you hoodwinked an entire baseball crowd into believing you pitch a perfect game. We didn't care as a town we knew you were feeling bad about losing to our town rival. I recollect the time you. Pretty bad situation and I am lucky nothing worse has happened. This episode showed me, that although I enjoy masturbating to rape fantasies and watching preferably young women getting fucked anally by older men, when you experience being touched in real life against your will it's a very different story. I still have regrets today that I did not go to the police after this episode had occurred. I remember being more angry at myself for letting it happen than at the guy who forced himself. Susan's vacation wardrobe was quite simple. No bras, no panties and no bikini tops. Only skirts, tops, heels and bikini bottoms."You are almost naked, Sweetheart," I replied. She smiled and sipped her fourth glass of wine as one of the young men finally decided to approach her. Usually, after about two glasses of wine, Susan would become quite amorous. The young man walked up to the bar and stood beside Susan. The bartender asked him if he needed anything. The young man pointed to several items. So guilty did I feel about this that when, enthusiastically, he begged for the opportunity to repeat the experiment I did not have the heart to deny him, although I did make request that he refrain from using the pin on me on a future occasion as the back of my hand where he had pricked me was by then aching quite uncomfortably.…..In the drawing room today and during a brief and innocent exchange between S(igmund) and M(itzi) my alarms concerning the relationship between Sigi and his sisters.