That was, I thought, very Catholic of them, but it was making my research hard. A book might keep its secrets on a shelf and a bell can be put somewhe...e where it doesn’t have to be rung, but a candle that doesn’t want to go out, and makes you burn instead when it does… that is not something a person can stay unaware of. Of the three items — because I knew the book must still exist — I had the one that made it impossibly obvious that magic existed. It had been hidden in plain sight because there. It was like I had hundreds of heated pins driven into my skin. I screamed the safety word into the hood - "Oleo, oleo, oleo" - and the strange computer voice replied with "emergency override activated. Emergency notifications sent." Then I passed out.When I came to, I was still hanging from the side of the bluff. I was right about one thing. When I sent the emergency message, the program stopped and the winch stopped lowering. I was stuck until uncle jack came and rescued me. As I hung. I thought about turning it off, but it had caught my interest. I just had to see what that girl's boobs looked like out of their holster. I listened closely to Jason's breathing to make sure he was still asleep. He was. I gave a tentative look around the room, down the hall, etc. No one was stirring ... except my naughty libido.After the second or third girl had done her turns at the poles I realized I was getting aroused. My first instinct was, "Change the channel, right now." But I didn't. I. "That did it, the dam broke all the memories I tried to suppress all these years flooded back with a vengeance and I started telling my story.I was sitting on the floor in my bedroom, playing with Lincoln Logs. The house and corral were gradually taking shape. This was the safest place for me as Mother was in one of her moods today. Granted she hadn't done anything to me so far today, but that could always change.Sitting on the floor I used the long green flat pieces to make a slopped roof..