“I would have so littlerespect for myself that I would let another man havesex with you while I watched. I would be totallyhumiliated, but I cou...dn’t even blame you or him. Iwould be disgusted with myself and hate myself forbeing less than a man.”“You are so complicated, Edwin,” she said. “I am sosatisfied with our sex life that I can’t even imaginewhy you wouldn’t be.”“Don’t take this the wrong way, Lori,” he said.. Love is my favorite." I will read them."Two days later I came in and she was sitting there with a little girl of elementary school age."Hi," I said."Hi, Lane. This is Marie. Her mom had an emergency and needed me to watch 'er. I hope you don't mind." No, I don't." Marie, this is Mister Lane. This is his house." Hi, Mister Lane." Hi, Marie." I'm gonna take 'er to Gramma's now," Lee said."If you wish," I said. "I'm sorry. I don't have much for Marie to play with here." TV," Marie said. "You have. You can get just about anything you want as long as it isn’t real kinky.”“What the hell are you talking about Jim; whores can come into this place and not get caught?” I whispered back to him.“They are not what you would call whores, they are just horny women just like you and I. They live here just like you and I. They get horny too and rather than go without they have a kind of an enterprise here that the staff doesn’t know about. You call Ava at a certain number, and she makes arrangements. He added, "That would give me the chance towork with you in the bakery and we could make a go of it, perhaps adding acoffee shop to it." I sensed his excitement and we decided to invest inthe business. As luck would have it, we prospered. After my mother's death, my Dad languished for several months. Idid everything I could to console him and, gradually, he began to come outof his depression. Somewhere in this period, I suggested moving my bedinto his room so as to be near him. He seemed to.