In my bedroom I fell apart, crying and shaking with shame and desire for him. I couldn't help it. I had to masturbate, and I couldn't help thinking ab...ut making love with him, imagining him on me and in me. I had a tremendous orgasm but afterwards cried some more because masturbation is so lonely.I don't know what's going to happen or how it's going to end. If I let him nurse again, I won't be able to stop. I'm afraid of what might happen if we do go all the way, and afraid of what might happen. I never had much of gag reflex, although Uncle Bill's formidable nine inches had tested it. I slowly stroked his cock as I stared at him, taking a few deep breaths. He stared back."Oh fuck yes baby. You're so good. "I bit my bottom lip and purred back, "Mmm daddy, you taste so good."I started to go back down and paused teasingly. I shot him an evil glare, smiled a little, and then attacked. Up & down I went, fast and sucking hard, stroking him all the way. His whole body tensed."Ahhhh! Ohhh. His reluctance started to creep in, and he said he wasn't sure about it. Tara had been anticipating this, and told him she wanted this to happen so badly that she was going to cut him off from sex with her unless he went for it. As she said this, she had been riding him and suddenly stopped. She searched his face, wondering what he would say. Mike was torn, but as he looked up at his sexy girlfriend, he thrust up hard into her and said ok, he'd do it. She smiled and leaned down to kiss him,. Though I was telling him to remove, I was enjoying his touch. Then he told me, ‘daily you masturbate yourself, why don’t I do it for you today, it will feel different’. I didn’t respond anything and in few seconds he started kissing me in my lips. I couldn’t resist him and I started kissing him. It felt like heaven, he was squeezing my dick and kissing my mouth hard that we exchanged saliva. He pushed me on bed and started kissing me hardly and shaking my cock like hell. No words to explain,.