I planned to take my body over the edge with a pure guttural scream of a totally energized orgasm. One that I created and controlled myself. While I w...s driving home from work, I thought of all the things I liked to have done to my body and the heat I was feeling intensified. I knew I could cum right then, but I wanted to play first. I needed to cum hard with an orgasm that would seem to last forever. As I pulled into my driveway, my mind was racing. I wanted to get started working on my body.. "I'd like to see you again. Thanks." * * * *Connie was good on her word, stopping in to visit, and talking whatmost people would have considered good sense to me in her direct, butgentle manner. There were some days when I actually came close tobelieving her.But the nightmares still came every night, sometimes so vividly I wouldwake up convinced I was still in the disintegrating shuttle's commandcabin.At times like that, once a worried nurse had administered. I immediately saw I had stumbled upon something I should not have, he was masturbating himself and I could see his erection in his hand.There was an open magazine on the table, it was a woman's attire for sale, buy online before the internet, and he was looking at the underwear being modelled by young models, women that were my age and looked like me.I coughed nervously, and he literally jumped. "I'm sorry", I apologised to him for interrupting his wanking session, as if I should, but I was. Loved his tongue in my mouth as he made soft thrusts into me pressing his bulge up against me. Even thru our clothes I could feel the shape of his cock against my pussy. He was such a good kisser I was already proper wet. I slid my hand down his trackies nd loose boxers. His dick felt great. It wasn’t fully hard yet but was thick nd wel heavy. We were kissing like mad now nd our breathin was gettin deeper. His dick was wel hard now nd was ded warm. He started grabbin me tighter.“I want to fuck.