" I fought to stay composed. The guilt and uncertainty of that night didn't hold a candle to the shit I felt now."Guilt. Shame. Fear. You can see it a...l in the design. It's a powerful piece, once you have most of the puzzle pieces in place to know what you are seeing." You took all that from that painting?" I felt really raw and exposed."I didn't at first. I just knew it resonated. Once Jeff told me about your relationship with your sister, it all made sense. It made me even more glad that I. We had a nice fixed menu with three courses and an open bar. Couldn't ask for much more. But it was hard to focus on dinner, I was so enraptured by the visions of beauty surrounding me. Our ordinary versions were nowhere to be seen. And none of the women wore outfits that were remotely appropriate for a family gathering of any kind, in any season. I looked up and down the table, taking stock of each woman's virtues. Brianna was without question the prettiest. And I typically preferred. .Lecture khatam hone ke baad main hath done chala gaya aur wapass aakar dekha toh saare log class se chale gaye the lekin bass ek ladki class mein thi jo vijeta thi woh meri desk ke pass khadi hokar meri copy ke pages se maal hatakar maal chat rahi thi yeh dekhar main shock reh gaya maine vijeta se pucha ki kya kar rahi hai usne reply diya ki tujhe pata hai ki main kya kar rahi huu tera chota dost tu dekh liya ab uska rass pee rahi huu aur yeh kehkar woh aage badhne lagi main dar gaya ki kahai. She said she kinda wished I wasn't her brother." No shit! Jody said the same thing to me today," Jon said.Mike laughed out loud and said, "Dude, we're gonna get laid this evening. High five!" When the guys got back to Jon's and Jody's place, they carried the pizza and sodas out to the deck. The girls had put their bikini bottoms back on, and both were wearing their t-shirts. They ate and talked about school, their parents, Jon's and Jody's life in their old town,... lots of small talk. Sex was.