Now I’m happily married and though considered “liberal” by many, I can’t think of anyone who might think I was gay—I’m not, I’m bi--let ...lone a submissive pleasure slave to a dominate top who enjoys sharing me with his friends. But I am and it’s a secret part of my life that I lived for years, enjoy thoroughly and can’t imagine not having. With that said, let me tell you about being the little m with a group of big M’s.After my three-way with my current boyfriend and my past lover, I knew I was. X and walked in as the buzzer sounded. Down the hallway and the door to one of the flats opened as I approached. He waited inside and ushered me down the hall, pointing to a bedroom and inviting me to keep my bag in there before going on to the lounge. He looked relaxed but I could only say “I'm very nervous, let's go and watch some Xhamster”, so we went into his study and he pointed me to the desk chair. I logged in and he sat beside me in another chair. I clicked up four of my. Natalie had recently moved into a small apartment in the city, in a high rise building, nearby her university and her day job at a retail clothing store. The apartment had been mostly bare, except for curiously, a small, dusty looking golden lamp. It looked like an over designed tea pot with a long spout, but after washing it off a bit, it surprisingly came off very shiny and as bright as it had likely ever been. She'd at first dried it with a rag, but soon finished off rubbing it with her. A man who controlled his own destiny. A master of his own fate. A shiver ran through me. My heart pounded in my chest. This was incredible. I couldn't wait to enjoy this.I crowned myself a god.Heat flared the moment the gold settled on my brown hair. My scalp tingled. Darkness washed across my vision. I shuddered, my fingers flexing as the prickling sensation raced through me. The world spun around me. I grasped the door frame, groaning through the nauseating sensation and...It passed.I flexed.