You should have remained loyal and obedient and I would have been a lot nicer to you. I just want you to know something Charles!!" Ivy spoke in a low ...ut dead serious tone.Charles didn't hear Ivy speak for over a minute. He was sure that she was upset. Not much angry but more like sad."I felt hurt when you turned away my offer to nurse you back. I was being sincere when I said how upset I was that you got sick and that I was bad mouthing you the whole time. I mean just because you're my slave. ‘Aunt Annie…’ Annie smiled at her niece and shook her head. ‘Relax Goldie, I’m not going anywhere yet, what I mean by that was that I am no longer bound to that place. I am as free as any other spirit to travel and not chained by ignorance. And to repay my debt, I will tell you something that I have learned that will help you in the coming battle. You’ve already made huge steps forward to discovering it, but this will help even more. You’re correct in your thoughts that the spot across the. I took a deep breath and flexed every muscle. It didn't actually relax me but it did usually keep me from saying the first thing I thought of. He waited while I pulled myself together. "I just really need to talk about last night." Why?" Then, after a pause. "Wait, my last night or your last night?" Mine. I broke, I don't know, like twenty rules." You didn't have any." Yeah, well. It was that kinda night."He looked away from me, at the door back to the living room. When he looked back, he was. I was alone again, even sadder if anything, now that Clare had visited me. My bed was full of her smell and I knew she was not coming back to me. I slept, suddenly tired, probably from all that fucking. When I awoke it was dark and a thought past through my mind, I rejected it instantly but it just wouldn't go away. That nurse in the hospital, I had thought about her giving me a blowjob, and she did. Then it was Clare, I thought about her in my bed and along she comes. No it was silly I knew,.