The signal could be directed at either the marital apartment or – from the time before their marriage – to what had been Christine’s separate ro...m situated closer to the reception area. This room she had never surrendered. As her marriage to Gerd from an unpromising beginning progressively deteriorated, Christine had practically moved back into her room.The argument tonight between her and Gerd was triggered by his going out again. As he returned “mostly late and always drunk” -as she put it -. ’ His voice is calm and in control, just above a whisper, but very firm, he doesn’t blink as he speaks. ‘If you ever throw something at me like that again, I’m going to put my fists through these walls so many times that you won’t even recognize it as a room.’ I can feel his pulse through his wrist as he continues to stare at me, his hands not easing their grip. ‘I have never raised a hand to you and I never will, but if you ever push me like this again, I’m going to fucking leave whether you. She pushed me back and asked me what is wrong with me. I was out of my senses and put my lips on her lips. Initially she didn’t respond but after sometime she started kissing. Both were kissing like mad dogs. Our tongues were going in and out of each other’s mouth. We kissed for about 15-20 minutes. Oh manh it was the best kiss and I have ever had in my life.She was already in her bra and salwar. I removed her salwar and started kissing her all over the body. I kissed her stomach, made circles. I love every single solitary thing about you Sara, and I know every single solitary thing about you Sara.”“That doesn’t make any sense.”“Why?”“Because if you knew me, if you really knew me, then you couldn’t love me.”“No Sara, you are mistaken. True love comes from knowledge and understanding. Others have made you feel bad about yourself. They were wrong, some were jealous of you like your mother said; others were just victims of their own past and what they had been taught. Sara, you are you,.