Sally's assistant just watched andgiggled as I struggled with my new nails. Sally had me sit in a chair andproceeded to apply some more makeup to my f...ce. I wasn't allowed to lookuntil she was finished but told me I looked great. Bev and Sally kissed cheeks as we grabbed our coats. I was finally ableto look at myself in the mirror and the combination of my new polished,red nails, my glistening earrings and the dark, heavy makeover withbright red lipstick reminded me of a slutty hooker. Bev. I jump up and look out the bedroom door. It is Tina and her friends bringing in a little bit of luggage. I spin and wake Leah, telling her the girls are back and practically push her into the bathroom, “get up the back stairs and hit a bed, NOW!!” Almost laughing she heads up the stairway and out of sight, I get my robe from the bedroom and covering up head into the other room. “ Good morning ladies, how are you doing. I didn’t realize you would be this early,” was all I could imagine to say.. Then reality hit me like a barrel of bricks and broken glass. My fingers clutched at the dog collar, trying to rip it off my neck. I could see my whole life crashing down, reduced to a pile of rubble with nothing but sharp edges, the whole mess teetering on the edge of a black hole that would suck my future into an abyss.Oh pooh, you say.You think I exaggerate? Think again. If I had done all those things my memory was vomiting up my life was over, done, finished, kaput.Maybe it was all just a. We didn't get a mile towards the apartment she shared, when she asked "you wanna hang out some more?" And that my friends was all it took. We got back to my place at about 2 in the morning. Way Way past my adult bedtime, but in college, some nights are just getting started. By this time in my bartending life My roommate was used to seeing me show up with some random, or sort of familiar chick. He was passed out on the couch when we walked in, and even though he was already starting to stir,.