I can do it because once I found out he was a cheating bastard I washed my hands of him. The love is gone. So is the 'like'. I pretend that everything...is fine between us so he will support me while I stab him in the back every chance I get. I don't know that what I'm doing would work for you. You might still love your husband and be willing to forgive him after having a revenge affair and in that case what I'm doing is something you probably shouldn't."Also, I have no way of knowing if you are. Her eyes were all puffy and red, her hair was a mess, and she didn’t have her usual makeup on. She tried to apologize, but I told her I wasn’t interested and that she had better think long and hard about where we were in our marriage. I told her the next time she wanted a meaningless fight would be the last. I left for my office.My investigator wanted to know when he could get access to the house, the phones, and the cars. I told him I would arrange it for the house and phones for that. Mistress Catherine was still talking on the phone. As time continued to pass, Penny started to feel uneasy – like a school girl summoned into the principal's office for misbehaving – waiting to learn her punishment. Trying to shake this feeling, Penny decided to take a seat on the couch.As Mistress Catherine's conversation continued to drag on, and as she continued to ignore the woman sitting in her office, Penny began to feel the commanding presence that she had summoned as she marched in here. She turned to the two maids andsaid, "Kindly bathe Miss Jane and dress her in the manner of a young ladyof class; do her hair and makeup. When she is ready present her to me inthe morning room where we will take breakfast."With this she turned on her heel and swished out of the room with Alice,leaving James in the care of the two maids."If you promise to be good Miss Jane I will untie you," said Doris with asmirk."I'll be good," said James weakly."Good girl," said Doris, her voice edged with.