Having you here in my arms is having temptation paraded in front of me." "But.....Ben.... I don't understand," she whispered. "I mean, by being here, ...ou put me in the position of having to take too many cold showers." Ben brushed some hair from her face and then let his fingers remain there, trapped in the effervescence of her curls. His long fingers curved against her cheek and his thumb stroked the soft, peachy skin. " If you feel that you want me to leave, then tell me now, and I'll go, he. I would have said anything to get that man to cum in my mouth and I would have promised I would swallow it all in one gulp even if I knew I couldn’t if that’s what it took to get that man to fill my eager mouth with his sperm! I know, that was dishonest, but I had already admitted that I was selfish.He knew I hadn’t deep-throated but he assured me that he had fucked enough cocksuckers to know how far to go without gagging and that gagging was not what he wanted because that would interrupt his. Gently she stroked his forehead. ‘There’s something wrong. There’s some hurt deep down inside and I don’t think it’s anything to do with this weekend.’ Peter tried to reply but she cut him short. ‘This weekend, something happened to cause you to lose control, but the hurt is further in the past than this weekend.’ ‘Susie. What can I say?’ Peter fought the feelings and the tears. “There’s really nothing. I was just worked up and angry.’ ‘That’s right, you were angry. Not with me, but you used me. Then he took the double-bit axe with him, and rode the team of horses over to the nearest pine grove inside the canyon. There, he cut two pine trees, close to forty foot tall and ten inches across the butt. He cut the limbs off them before skidding the logs back to the stripped-down wagon. By prying, straining, shoving and lifting, the three of them finally managed to get the pine logs underneath the wagon bed.They loaded the four wheels and the two axles on top the logs where they extended.