He made me feel calm and asked me to go with them. I wasn’t sure what they were going to do with me.They asked me to take a bath and come outside on...y in a towel. I followed the instructions. They gave me a soap which smelled nice.They then examined me and asked me whether I had hairs on my ass and around the asshole. I replied, yes. They asked me to remove the towel and show it to them. I refused to do that as I was a shy guy and didn’t want to show my private parts to girls. They told me that. She still thinks I'm gonna say something but I've only got two words ta say an' one person ta say 'em to.I'm sitting on the front step of the school when the bus arrives and people flood off and into the building. No one bumps me; by now everyone knows that's an easy way ta get hit. Lisa gets off the bus and for some reason I remember the day my great grandfather died. The air suddenly has the same sick dread; the conversations around me seem to have the same muted tone. She tries to walk past. So my dad found out about my grades and decided to do something about it. Most of all my English Law was suffering so dad arranged for some private tutoring with a retired lawyer in his fifties to help me catch up." Taking a drink he carried on "Well, I've been taking private lessons for a couple of months twice a week and it has helped but just lately something happened which I never banked on and I'm no so embarrassed about and I can't tell my folks about it. Stopping he drew breath and. I didn't think of actually doing it till almost a year later, I was at a hotel for a business seminar and I overheard 2 black men talking about one in the porn store near there. I had a few orgasms thinking about it that night and started watching the store. The neighborhood, although predominately black was very quiet and did not seem dangerous. I was more concerned with going into a bad area than anything else so I thought maybe I'd try it. That was 6 months before I got the nerve. Then I.