It felt relaxing. Being able to be myself. ‘Bad news and good news though boy. Good news is, pullin’ out those stumps is obviously gonna be easie... now. Bad news? You’re still cutting those logs with an axe. Get to it, then come in. Cut around ten mid size blocks and ten small ones.’ ‘Yessir.’ I nodded towards the man, ‘I’ll be done soon. You mind if I have a shower first before dinner?’ ‘You know son, if you’re gonna stay here, you better start calling me by my name. Sir makes me sound like. Which loomed closer as I drifted through auto owner gender signifiersand old and bitsy little fragments from memories and emotions from a guywho had vanished, leaving this girl I'd become in his place. The closerwe got to the Yard Sale of Doom, the more I felt myself aware of how Iwas inhabiting my new sense of self. I was really conscious of my ageand the way my body worked and my place in the world as a girl amonggirls. Emily was a girl, and so was I. She was my big sister, I washer. But so far, her mom hadn't said I couldn't see her.Monday, I drove to school for the first time. The cab was a little crowded with Traci, Zoe, and Tami. Robbie decided she'd rather take the bus.That afternoon I tracked down Larry and Jimmy before gymnastics."Guys, I need a favor." Anything, for our second favorite sophomore," Larry said with a grin."Second favorite?" Robbie's cuter," Jimmy explained. "What do you need?" Who do you know who deals drugs?"I knocked, and Zoe answered the door. "Ooh that feels good." she said "Take an ice cube from the glass and rub it on my nipples, I like them the be nice and hard when they get sucked on. The same way I want your cock to be when I suck it." "Bring the ice and come with me."I could barely stand up straight, my cock was aching hard in my pants as we walked to her bedroom. "Your jeans look very uncomfortable and tight, take them off, I'm sure you'll feel better." I unfastened them and slid them off as I watched her pull her top over.